Archive for March, 2008
Culture QotW: Place of Worship
0How often do you go to a place of worship? What is it like there?
I don't, and I haven't for quite a long time, excluding weddings. I usually don't go into religious type things here because, like politics, it's another one of those subjects where the chances of anybody actually changing their mind on an issue is pretty much 0%. But…might as well lay this one out. First of all, I have the up most respect for whatever you, the reader, believes in. It's not up to me to decide what's true and what isn't for other people in matters such as this and what matters most is that everyone finds their own truth, the one that they feel is correct, whatever that may be (or may not be).
I was brought up Roman Catholic (or at least going to a Roman Catholic church primarily as the only one I can remember) as I grew older, we eventually stopped going to mass on Sunday, but I can't remember "why" particularly since it was a long time ago. But in any case, we stopped going to church and I never really went back.
Through the years I've flirted with various states of being. Went through a period of atheism during a good portion of High School and then settled on being largely agnostic for a period. Going to take a little side trip here, so bare with me.
Over the years I've largely soured on organized religion. I've seen religion used far too many times to control people or to justify doing things which nobody should be able to justify. Whenever humans get involved and create some sort of an organizational structure, it's very hard for politics and power to not enter the picture. It seems to be human nature.
I want to clarify very quickly and very strongly that I don't believe that religion is inherently evil or that it's the source of all the worlds problems. But I have a hard time looking at situations like the child abuse happening in the roman catholic church and their response to that whole thing, just made me very aware that it seems as if the presence of humans trying to interpret the divine poisoned the process and, as humans tend to do if left alone…totally screwed everything up.
And I'm not just picking on Roman Catholics here either. Any large religion is going to experience this sort of thing, from Islam (Radical Islam anyone?) to the Jews, to all types of Christians, to whatever else is out there. It's human nature, this lust for power and control over others. Even if one has the best intentions, over time power always corrupts, no matter what guise it may be…from trying to protect people from themselves to the personal gain of whoever happens to be in power. Even actions taken with the best intentions can distort.
So, back to my story. I was largely agnostic for a long period of time, until September 11th, 2001. In the days following that (like a lot of people I would imagine), I pretty much reevaluated everything there was to reevaluate. From what the point of existence actually was to if there was a higher power. You know, all the good stuff. I ended up coming to the conclusion that, I was fairly certain there's some sort of higher power or calling out there, but I don't know what sort of form it might take. I don't know who's right and who's wrong as far as which religion to choose for myself, so I'm choosing none.
The best I can do is live my life the best way I know how and to try to treat others in the way I'd like to be treated and help out when I can. I'm fairly certain, as well that organized religion isn't for me because, as I mentioned earlier, once you involve humans, it pollutes the process. And I think it's possible to have faith without religion. Humans just mess everything up.
And there you have it. Probably the first (since I don't remember talking about this before) and last post you'll ever get from me on the subject of religion.
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An April Fools Day Pre-Rant
0I hate April Fools Day. With a passion. I always have, and I probably always will. I dislike it because it's a mean spirited holiday, the only intent of which being to make fun of the gullible who fall for the joke.
I'm not against having a little fun or something. I do enjoy some april fools activities, such as thinkgeek.com's annual april fools product lineup as well as whatever trick google usually turns out (such as the google moon base). That style of joke is fine because it's not made at the expense of anyone while still maintaining the spirit of the day.
The jokes/tricks I hate are the ones that target a specific person and tries to get them to believe something that just plain isn't true. To me those aren't funny…they're mean. Usually these are done by individuals and not by large groups, although sometimes they come from websites. News sources and bloggers are the worst offenders because they tend to cook up stories that look sorta real, but end up not being real. However, then you get people who think they are real and base stuff on that. It's a bunch of crap! If you're going to do something make it totally rediculious!
So in conclusion, bah to April 1st!
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Project Weight Loss: Week 11
0Just a quick note before I get going here…yep, I'm still alive, but various things last week have either prevented me from having the time to blog about stuff or shouldn't really be mentioned in the first place. So I've been quiet for a bit. Hopefully this week I'll be able to get back to normal.
As you can see by the chart, my weight loss attempts haven't really gotten back to normal either. I'm still trending down slightly which is a good thing (I'm not going up at least!) but things have been pretty steady. for the past couple weeks.
It's another week of saying, oh well and hoping I get back on track. We'll see what next week brings.
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Project Weight Loss: Week 10 – Stalled Edition
0As I mentioned last week, my progress with weight loss has been slowed a bit. Actually you could say it's been at a standstill. I've been fluctuating in the same area for about 2 weeks now, and it started about when I started feeling kinda blah about my life's situation at the moment, as well as when all of the school stuff hit me.
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QotD: "Nothing Sharpens Sight Like Envy"
0What quality in your best friend are you most envious of and why?
Well, I have 2 best friends, so I've got two qualities. First up, Wassy. The thing I envy most about her is that once she knows what she wants to do, she goes full steam ahead to get what she wants. While it's true this can get her into trouble sometimes (as she noted in her post for today), I envy her ability to pick a goal and just go for it. Too often I'm paralyzed by trying to figure out what's best that I tend not to act in situations where I should. I guess the best approach would be kinda halfway between the two extremes.
And for my friend Jay, I envy his ability to try and help people without any reservations about what's in it for him. This too, can get him into trouble at times, but it's a really noble trait in a person and something you don't find too often these days. And while I try to do what I can, I can't put myself aside like he can, as much as I'd like to. So I envy this quality as well.
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It's Friday! Yay?
0Well, it's Friday, and that's gotta count for something right?
I've been feeling kinda blah lately (not physically blah. Mentally blah). There's a lot of stuff going on at work and school which is weighing on me a bit right now, so I'm not feeling terribly peppy at the moment. Well, actually with work it's the lack of things going on that's the problem. I've been stuck on this one issue for a while now. One of our customers is having a problem I can't reproduce no matter how hard I try, even if I duplicate their setup exactly. I'm not sure what's wrong, how to fix it or how to even work around it because of the restrictions in place with their particular setup. And they're starting to get a little impatient. I also can't really ask anyone else because I'm the only person who deals with this sort of stuff here.
So I'm stuck. Which is really frustrating for me because I should know the answer and I should be able to fix it, but I can't. This doesn't really help my issue that I discussed earlier about feeling like this isn't what I'm really supposed to be doing. I feel like I'm in over my head or something, I guess would be the best way to describe it.
School is being a pain too because I'm still behind a bit on my project but I'm going to spend more time this weekend to get it going again. I find it really hard to get home from work and jump right into working on another thing I really don't want to do. And my frustration with all of this has caused me to deviate a bit from my weight loss plan, which is totally my fault and I'm jumping back on as of today, but I haven't done any exercise this week at all because I haven't felt that I had the energy.
Oh well…onwards to happier news. Syracuse won their game last night in the NIT Tournament which means they get to play one more home game on Tuesday before they head out to Madison Square Garden (if they win anyway). I'm going to this one alone because my dad has a doctors appointment thingy and I had assumed since the only other people I'd consider asking (Wassy and Jay) don't like sports that they wouldn't be interested. As it turns out I was wrong on that last count after I bought my ticket because Wassy said she would have gone with me. Bah! Noted for the next time this comes up.
This weekend isn't looking terribly fun for me though. I need to spend a lot of time working on my project for school to prevent myself from becoming pushed farther behind. I basically have 4 weeks to finish up the whole deal now and I want to get back on top of things before they totally spiral out of control. I'll be very glad when all of this is over.
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The Tournament of Many Corporate Sponsorships
0Last night I went out to the NIT Men's Basketball game at the Carrier Dome in Syracuse. I think out of every sport, I enjoy watching college basketball the most. And having Syracuse University basically right next door helps out a lot with that because it means I can actually go to games every so often.
And I probably shouldn't even be admitting this, but I kinda like it better when Syracuse doesn't get to the NCAA Tournament. Because that means they're probably going to be in the NIT and they're also probably going to be playing at least 1 game and possibly 2 at the carrier dome. And the season ticket holders who are usually rich old guys, not the real fans don't get their seats reserved for NIT games, which means even though the crowd is smaller (usually), it's much more lively. I say usually because I was there last year when 26,000 screaming fans attended and shattered the NIT single game attendence record which was probably the most amazing game I've ever attended because of the crowd.
So we went out to the game last night against Robert Morris, we being myself and my parents. It started off pretty rocky…well, actually it ended pretty rocky too. Syracuse played pretty sloppily for most of the game, missing a lot of their shots in the first half and almost all of their free throws in the second. Or what seemed like almost all, because looking at the box score I see they were shooting 53%.
One thing I should also mention is the fact that nobody had any idea
how the rows were labeled in the section we were sitting in. We had a
little trouble to begin with and we ended up pointing a bunch of people
to the right rows by the end of the game. Oh, and the people behind us
were having an awful hard time trying to figure out where the opposing
team was from. I kinda felt sorry for RMU's cheerleaders too, because they were happy and waving and trying to get the crowd to cheer…and didn't seem to realize that they were in Syracuse. Tough crowd.
Anyway, it was a fun time, but I'm not going to be able to make the second game because it's tomorrow and I have class. Bah. Bad scheduling on their part.
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Project Weight Loss: Week 9
0My problem is that I'm finding it hard to motivate myself to do my exercising like I should be doing. I dunno if it's boredom or what. I'm finding riding the bike to be uncomfortable for longer periods of time which I think is part of the problem. I need to find a new thing to do when I don't feel like punching imaginary objects like a mental patient.
On the plus side though, I've dusted off some shirts that I haven't wore in quite some time and they're starting to fit me again. Very handy since I was running out of decent shirts to wear before I started doing this.
Onward and upward to next week I'd imagine. Hopefully it's better than this week was.
Vox Hunt: I Saw the Sign
0Show us a sign.
I saw this sign on a gas pump at a local convienence store. I don't think there's much else I can say…


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