An Ocean Of Blah

I need to write this up now because if I don’t, I’m going to start thinking that I really shouldn’t be saying anything in public. Moment of weakness, here we go!

Warning: If you don’t really care about personal feelings than you might want to skip reading the rest of this.

I’ve been feeling very…blah the past couple days. I’m not sure if I’d go so far as to say depressed, but it feels like it’s in that general area of blah-ness. I’m not entirely sure why either. Maybe it’s because I feel like I’m in over my head in a lot of things, like schoolwork.

Especially this desktop publishing class. I have a feeling I’m setting myself up for failure on this one because I’m spending a lot more time concentrating on western civ. I’m not a design guy…and the class seems more geared towards the artsy types, so I’m having a hard time with the concepts that he seems to assume everybody knows. I’m probably going to talk with the instructor about it later.

Then there’s socially, which I really don’t feel like getting into on a public forum, but…blah.

And all this is tacked onto my growing dissatisfaction with my job and where I’m generally at in life right now.

I’m just not doing very well at the moment, I think. Maybe it’ll pass. It has before, but it seems like I’ve been spending more and more time recently feeling blah. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not really happy most of the time, instead moving from one island of happiness to another in a sea of “blah”.

Ok…I think that’s quite enough about that.